I thought you woulda called yesterday
I said I didn't want you to but I still thought you would
I don't know what I expected you to say
But I turned 25 and had in my mind you'd be part of that in some way
I'm halfway round the wo ...
I get insecure for stupid reasons
I tell myself I shouldn't but I feel it
And you get kinda stubborn when you're wrong
You're just kinda stubborn overall
I don't intend on holdin' it against you
I understand what comes from what ...
You found someone new, before me
And you didn't try nearly as hard
And maybe that's the problem
I don't know how to take it away from you
Without giving someone else my heart
All I do
Is get over you
And I'm still so bad at it ...
Say no say no I'm tellin' myself
But then
I choose you over my mental health
Instead
I know the reasons I know everything we said
But pull me closer as you tell me them again
You're looking less and less like a friend
Friend
...
You're praying heavy over me
Your sat in my cells getting lost at sea
You're warning me where I wanna be
And all that I'm in
Now the parts of my skin touching yours
You only got one thing left on
Back and forth swings that neck ...
I've been calling different cities home
Looking for the parts of me didn't get to know
And I know myself a little more the more I let you go
I've been calling different cities home
But only on the days my hands are cold
'Cause I f ...