Twenty-one in the bleak of winter
You keep me warm when I'm freezing cold
My calloused heart didn't feel so bitter
I felt it change as I held you close
I'm on the road missing milestones
Counting the days 'til I'm coming home
N ...
I needed you to pull me through
But you don't care, you bring it right back to you
The lonely nights inside my room
You're at the bar, drinkin' 'til your liver's bruised
Look at yourself in the mirror
Distorted but I see it clea ...
You held your head up high 'til dying wasn't far away
I saw you reaching out for another way to be saved
I watched you cut through clouds when the color faded into grey
We knew that it was time to go, the atmosphere was burning slow ...
(Dreamstate)
Always told me to keep you close
The feeling's fading when you're a ghost
I dream of colors that light your face
But real life showed me it takes away
'Cause every time I wake up
I'm waiting for a miracle
And ma ...
Meet me where the lines blur together
It's 4 AM and I can't sleep
You're the only thing that felt forever
Waiting for the mourning to be over
But it's all I have now
I'm love sick, love sober
You left the light on when I had a ...
Hold me in a dim-lit world
So I can learn how bad it hurts
Open up the vacant door
When I am lost without you
It's criminal to feel like this
The fear to know that you won't live
Held you as your heartbeat stopped
Now heaven's ...
Fading fire
I see the sky begin to fall apart
I know you're tired
But you can't keep runnin'
Terrified
I won't see you on the other side
The cancer couldn't stop, now you're buried in a box
But you can't keep runnin'
I want t ...
I'm feeling reckless tonight
So I think I will go for a night drive
Feel the tears flood my eyes
So I think I will drive on the wrong side
Can you see how it ends
My car set ablaze on the river bend
All my thoughts pushed aside
...
I walk in the room, and I can't conceive it
The hospital bed, you're fighting to breathe in
I'm holding your hand but it's losing color
I know you weren't ready to go
Where you are now, god only knows
I guess heaven really neede ...
I've been wading through the quicksand
Trying to find a way to pretend
All my demons know where I stand
I've been sinking down and I know
The more I move, the lower I go
I've been wading through the quicksand
Take if you want t ...
How did we let it all come to nothing
Feelin' like I should've been feelin' something
Lately I've been puttin' it off to see if
You'd come back crawling
The floor is falling out
So don't you hold me if you don't wanna know me
D ...