Everything Is Embarrassing

(I know you're trying)

Everything and nothing always haunts me
I know you're trying, I know you're trying
Waiting for your moment to fall on me
I saw you trying, I saw you trying

Maybe if you let me be your lover
Maybe if you tried then I would not bother
Telling me that basically you're not looking out for me
Everything is true to me, never words where you would see
Maybe if you let me be your lover
Maybe if you tried then I would not bother

(I know you're trying)
(I know you're trying)

Hurts so bad, I don't know what you want from me
You know I'm trying, You know I'm trying
And now we're hanging on by a heartbeat
You know I'm trying, I was always trying

Maybe if you let me be your lover
Maybe if you try then I would not bother
Telling me that basically you're not looking out for me
Everything is true to me, never words where you would see
Maybe if you let me be your lover
Maybe if you try then I would not bother
I've been hating everything, everything that could have been
Could have been my anything, now everything's embarrassing

Acting like it's nothing; such a bore
I saw the truth and I just can't ignore
You're trying to hold the heart that can't be stored

Say I tried to give my best before
You wouldn't have the chance to give me more
You're only one step closer to the door

Maybe if you let me be your lover
Maybe if you tried then I would not bother
Telling me that basically you're not looking out for me
Everything is true to me, never words where you would see
Maybe if you let me be your lover
Maybe if you tried then I would not bother
I've been hating everything, everything that could have been
Could have been my anything, now everything's embarrassing

Maybe if you let me be your lover
Maybe if you tried then I would not bother
Telling me that basically you're not looking out for me
Everything is true to me, never words where you would see
Maybe if you let me be your lover
Maybe if you tried then I would not bother
I've been hating everything, everything that could have been
Could have been my anything, now everything's embarrassing

Todo Es Vergonzoso

(Sé que lo estás intentando)

Todo y nada siempre me persiguen
Sé que lo estás intentando, sé que lo estás intentando
Esperando al momento de que te caigas sobre mi
Te he visto intentándolo, te he visto intentándolo

Tal vez si me dejas ser tu amante
Tal vez si lo hubieses intentado, no me molestaría
Diciéndome que básicamente no me estás buscando
Todo es cierto para mí, nunca dije palabras que tú verías
Tal vez si me dejas ser tu amante
Tal vez si lo hubieses intentado, no me molestaría

(Sé que lo estás intentando)
(Sé que lo estás intentando)

Duele mucho, no sé qué quieres de mi
Sabes que lo estoy intentando, sabes que lo estoy intentando
Y ahora estamos colgando de un latido del corazón
Sabes que lo estoy intentando, sabes que lo estoy intentando

Tal vez si me dejas ser tu amante
Tal vez si lo hubieses intentado, no me molestaría
Diciéndome que básicamente no me estás buscando
Todo es cierto para mí, nunca dije palabras que tú verías
Tal vez si me dejas ser tu amante
Tal vez si lo hubieses intentado, no me molestaría
He estado odiando todo, todo lo que podría haber sido
Podrías haber sido mi nada, ahora todo es vergonzoso

Actuando como si nada; tan aburrido
He visto la verdad y simplemente no la puedo ignorar
Estás tratando de sostener un corazón que no se puede guardar

Digamos que antes intenté dar lo mejor
Tú no tuviste la oportunidad de darme más
Tú solo estás a un paso más cerca de la puerta

Tal vez si me dejas ser tu amante
Tal vez si lo hubieses intentado, no me molestaría
Diciéndome que básicamente no me estás buscando
Todo es cierto para mí, nunca dije palabras que tú verías
Tal vez si me dejas ser tu amante
Tal vez si lo hubieses intentado, no me molestaría
He estado odiando todo, todo lo que podría haber sido
Podrías haber sido mi nada, ahora todo es vergonzoso

Tal vez si me dejas ser tu amante
Tal vez si lo hubieses intentado, no me molestaría
Diciéndome que básicamente no me estás buscando
Todo es cierto para mí, nunca dije palabras que tú verías
Tal vez si me dejas ser tu amante
Tal vez si lo hubieses intentado, no me molestaría
He estado odiando todo, todo lo que podría haber sido
Podrías haber sido mi nada, ahora todo es vergonzoso