A Year In Limbo - Smile

friendship came so easy.
i wanted so much more. to touch you. to smell you. to be the one and only. a
nd when it happened, it happened just like the movies.
boy meets girl. boy loves girl. its only a preview. of a movie.
i want to see. but you dont. boy loves girl. girl destroys boy.
now friendship is easier said than done.
if only i could laugh with you.
if only i could smile.