Doin' it to Myself

My first thought gettin out of bed
Wishin I'd have woke up dead
I can't remember what was said
She's gone on with him instead
And now, I've gone to hell

I'm doin it...to myself

Car won't start even when I try
Kicked the wheel and the damn thing died
Now I'm ridin on the bus to work
Everyone's a God damn jerk
And now, I've gone to hell

I'm doin it...to myself

The wheels keep turnin I keep spinning spiraling to the ground
The only thing that I've found is that there's so much further to fall
And I cant walk off this mind cramp when my heart's totally self absorbed
Oh and who is doing this to me?

I'm doing it...to myself