Agony

lost in my own silent world of regret
paging through my life i know what it meant

i'm regretting - my life
i'm repenting - my pain
lost in sorrow - no more
i can see the lies
regretting - no one
repenting - it all
now i know - what i
must be to rid it all

i feel the life resurface
and as i lash through you i love the agony

i tasted the bile, i stared at denial
i've given my world to you

what can i do to throw you away?
what else is there left to feel?