Unfortunate

I wanna be sure
I wanna make clear
I want you to know
I love you my dear
me, I'm so dirty, covered in spite
maybe you'll come back cuz you want me, maybe you won't

But you were so young
don't you feel dumb?
you're not the only unfortunate one

Held in your head
the things that they said
and all of the lies and bad things they did
me, I'm unworthy, callous and cold
maybe you need me cuz you're lonely, maybe you don't
and we all live
and make mistakes
and build up walls that make us safe
spitting on all that make us sick

quiero estar seguro
quiero dejar en claro
quiero que sepas
te amo querida
yo, tan sucio, cubierto en rencor
tal vez tu volveras porque me quieres, tal vez no

pero eras tan joven
no te sientes adormecida?
eres la única desafortunada

contuviste mi cabez
las cosas que dijeron
y de todas las mentiras y malas cosas que mehicieron
yo indignado, cruel y frio
tal vez me necesites porque estas sola, tal vez no
y todos vivimos
y cometemos errores
y construimos paredes que nos hacen seguros
escupiendo en todo lo que nos hace enfermos