Soul Searching

<p>Deceived, you lied Filled my head with empty promises Thought that this was real Guess I was wrong again No surprise Should have seen through your disguises But I fell victim to your fucking games Fool myself Into thinking you still care But the truth is You were never there</p><p>Tried to sleep it off And lied awake for days The shit you put me through Has left me insane I'm barely holding on What the fuck do I do This isn't just goodbye This is I hate you</p><p>Soul searching And I came across some answers To the questions you would just ignore Stuck in desperation Just avoiding the truth This isn't what I want anymore You offered up excuses That's all you ever gave me Looked past the obvious to make things work But you tore it apart Afraid to get hurt I saw a light in your eyes And I got burned</p><p>I tried to sleep it off And lied awake for days The shit you put me through Has left me insane A bitter fucking taste Is all that's left in my mouth I should have seen through Fucking sooner than now</p><p>I turn my back on the ones who turned on me!</p>