Oneself

She comes in
Dirty, clean
It feels liek an animal in a golden cage
One eye fixed, one eye searches like a
carnivore for
My meat and bread
Your secrets are tired and buried inside
Now I'm wide-awake
Frustrations you hide are actions I find hard to
rearrange
He comes in
Angel acting like a cannibal in a chosen game
Hands are sweet, kiss bewitching
Such a carnival calls an empty end

I'm free to decide, I'm free to deny
But I'm wide-awake
We're sharing the same air
Lying in the same bed
Are we worlds away
Holding back the words and breath
They're something I can't explain
There's something I can't sustain
We're all waiting for something to happen...