No Better Plan

The things I wanted and left behind
It looked like everything I wanted was not right
And I was digging in the sand
Building sandcastles despite the wind

No better plan than this

All the wasted time, obsessive thoughts
All the moonless nights, awake and lost
Run towards a lie (it's a lie)
Escaping from my mind
Send me a sign
I am waiting

The things I wanted and left behind
It looked like everything I wanted was not right
And I was sinking in a lake
Drinking myself at night to death

No better plan than this
(Oh, oh)