Love And Pain

All along I have known that forlorn is what I've become
Never far from being afraid of something that myself had made

My only lie
Was to tell myself
I wasn't trying
On and on

Still, always, it isn't the same
I'll steal away the light that you gave
Find a way to hate me again
Till I can give you love and pain

My only lie
Was to tell myself
I wasn't trying
On and on

I've seen all the ways of you
I've seen all the ways of you

My only lie
Was to tell myself
I wasn't trying to love again
My only lie
Was to tell myself
I was