Joining You

dear dar(lin') your mom (my friend) left a message on my machine she was frantic
saying you were talking crazy that you wanted to do away with yourself
I guess she thought i'd be a perfect resort because we've had
this inexplicable connection since our youth and yes they're in shock
they are panicked you and your chronic them and their drama
you this embarrassment us in the middle of this delusion
if we were our bodies
if we were our futures
if we were our defenses i'd be joining you
if we were our culture
if we were our leaders
if we were our denials i'd be joining you
I remember vividly a day years ago we were camping you knew more than you thought you should know
you said "I don't want ever to be brainwashed" and you were mindboggling you were intense
you were uncomfortable in your own skin you were thirsty but mostly you were beautiful
if we were our nametags
if we were our rejections
if we were our outcomes i'd be joining you
if we were our indignities
if we were our successes
if we were our emotions i'd be joining you
you and I we're like 4 year olds we want to know why and how come about everything
we want to reveal ourselves at will and speak our minds and never talk small and be intuitive
and question mightily and find god my tortured beacon
we need to find like-minded companions
if we were their condemnations
if we were their projections
if we were our paranoias i'd be joining you
if we were our incomes
if we were our obsession
if we were our afflictions i'd be joining you
we need reflection we need a really good memory feel free to call me a little more often

Uniéndome A Ti

Querido, tu mamá (mi amigo) dejo un mensaje en mi contestador, ella estaba frenética diciéndo que estabas hablando como loco

que querías matarte
Creo que pensó que yo sería el recurso perfecto
porque teniamos esta inexplicable conexión desde nuestra juventud y si, estan en shock, estan asustados tu y tu crónica, ellos y su drama tu, esta vergüenza en medio de esta desilución

si fuésemos nuestros cuerpos
si fuésemos nuestros futuros
si fuésemos nuestras defensas
yo me estaría uniendo a vos

si fuésemos nuestra cultura
si fuésemos nuestros líderes
si fuésemos nuestras negaciones
yo me estaría uniendo a vos

Recuerdo vividamente un día años atrás,
estábamos acampando,
vos sabias más te lo que pensaste que deberías saber
dijiste: "Nunca quiero que me laven el cerebro"
y eras deslumbrante, eras intenso
estabas incómodo en tu propia piel, estabas sediento,
pero sobre todo estabas hermoso

si fuésemos nuestros nombres-etiquetas
si fuésemos nuestros rechazos
si fuésemos nuestros resultados
yo me estaría uniendo a vos

si fuésemos nuestras indignaciones
si fuésemos nuestros éxitos
si fuésemos nuestras emociones
yo me estaría uniendo a vos

vos y yo teniamos como 4 años
queríamos saber porqué y cómo viene todo
queríamos revelarnos a nosotros mismos a voluntad y que hablen nuestras mentes
y nunca hablar poco y ser intuitivos
y cuestionar poderosamente y encontrar a dios mi torturado faro

necesitamos encontrar compañias con nuestras mentes

si fuésemos sus condenaciones
si fuésemos sus proyectos
si fuésemos nuestras paranoias
yo me estaría uniendo a vos

si fuésemos nuestros ingresos
si fuésemos nuestras obsesiones
si fuésemos nuestras aflicciones
yo me estaría uniendo a vos

necesitamos reflexión,
necesitamos una realmente buena memoria,
sentite libre de llamarme un poco más a menudo