fairy seeds

Always in my head when I sleep
Can't get what you did out of me
Terrified to ever even speak
When I reach my grave, will you finally leave?

Six years old and catching fairy seeds
I was safe and everything was green
Time travel to here and now I'm stuck
I'm left feeling dull while you pull the wool

Never know what to even say
I want to go away
Everything is starting to look weird
I want to get out of here