Chill Lofi Beats To Study To

I can't be what they wanted me to be
And I can't sleep at night
Knowing I'm the one that gets in my own way

There's something beautiful about the mundane
And the grass is always greener
And things seems to taste sweet when they'll never be

I am damaged beyond belief
I am damaged beyond belief

I don't know if what I want is what I wanted
Or if what I need was preceded by my decisions in life