Chaos & Piss

I thought that you were driving but you've given me the wheel
There's rain clouds out there that you don't wanna feel
Your anger's like a razor blade it's just to bloody real
I thought that you would be here though I just don't get it

And I also feel things more than I should
I don't relax very often as often as I could
I worry how the all thing looks it doesn't look good
But I thought that you would be here no I just don't get it

And being clear is too much for me, just like it does for you
And even though I want to, I want to

I don't feel like coming down
No I don't
I don't feel like hiding out
So I won't
I can't turn the volume down
So I sit here in this chaos and piss
Watching the storm passing
'Cause I'm beautiful
Right here it's beautiful

I came all this way to be with you and you are already gone
If I was a good friend I could write this wrong
I'd kick away your crutches and make you walk on your own
I'd really thought you'd be here, I just don't get it

Though it looks warm in the rabbit hole
I could go down with you
And even though I want to, I want to
I won't

I don't feel like coming down
No I don't
I don't feel like hiding out
So I won't
I can't turn the volume down
So I sit here in this chaos and piss
Watching the storm passing
It's beautiful

I'm the willow tree and you can't blow me over
And my roots go deep in anger and I wanna feel the wind
As it whips like a christmas I wanna be here
I wanna be here,

I don't feel like coming down
No I don't
I don't feel like hiding out
So I won't
I can't turn the volume down
So I sit here in this chaos and piss
Watching the storm passing
Storms are beautiful
This life is beautiful
It is

Caos Y Pis

Pensé que estabas manejando, pero me has dado la rueda
Hay nubes de lluvia por ahi que no las quieres sentir
Tu ira es como una hoja de afeitar, es realmente sangrienta
Pense que estarias aqui, aunque no lo entiendo

Y tambien siento mas cosas de las que deberia
No me relajo tan a menudo con la frecuencia que puedo
Me preocupa como todas las cosas se ven cuando no se ve bien
Pero pense que estarias aqui, aunque no lo entiendo

Y esta claro que es mucho para mi, al igual que para ti
Y aunque quiera, aunque quiera

No siento que quiera bajar
No, no lo hare
No siento que quiera esconderme
Asi que no, no lo hare
No puedo bajar el volumen
Asi que me sentare en este caos y pis
Viendo la tormenta pasar
Porque soy hermosa
Justo aqui es hermoso

He venido hasta aqui para estar contigo y ya te has ido
Si fuera una buena amiga podria escribir esto mal
Me gustaria patear lejos tus muletas y hacerte caminar por ti mismo
Realmente pense que estarias aqui, aunque no lo entiendo

Aunque paresca que el agujero de conejo esta caliente
Podria bajar contigo
Y aunque quiero, aunque quiero
No lo hare

No siento que quiera bajar
No, no lo hare
No siento que quiera esconderme
Asi que no, no lo hare
No puedo bajar el volumen
Asi que me sentare en este caos y pis
Viendo la tormenta pasar
Porque soy hermosa
Justo aqui es hermoso

Soy un sauce y no me puede soplar
Y mis raices estan profundas en la ira y quiero sentir el viento
A medida que mas azota como la Navidad, mas quiero estar aquí
Quiero estar aquí

No siento que quiera bajar
No, no lo hare
No siento que quiera esconderme
Asi que no, no lo hare
No puedo bajar el volumen
Asi que me sentare en este caos y pis
Viendo la tormenta pasar
La tormenta es hermosa
Esta vida es hermosa
Eso es