Solitude

<p>I cry myself to sleep With your ashes next to me Recalling memories throught my head Like you are there, you've never left</p><p>Living in disbelief? Why death exists? Indignant, bitter and disturbed How does God have such a nerve?</p><p>An ugly scar that never heals A damaged road that never yields The pain forever set inside An agony that never dies A constant image slowly fades Beyond a doubt it appears again The truth is and always will be No matter what you still here with me</p><p>Each day passes by Eased the pain I left behind Reaching for an explanation But really searching for salvation</p><p>Perhaps no more tears and despair I move on knowing life is never fair In my recollections I confide Because I never got the Chance to say goodbye</p>