ive watched you

Now that I have made it out to be your fault
I've choked in bitter words for far too long.
Try to resist this, I try to not look back.
Our eyes have never met, our words unsaid.
And I kick myself to sleep.
I have watched you, did you know?
I wish I had a reason to hate your guts
because then I would be right and you'd be wrong.
I can't remember a time when I was free
of these thoughts that entangle me.
This is the best time I have ever known thus far.

Ahora que me di cuenta de que es tu culpa
Me he ahogado en palabras amargas por tanto tiempo
Trato de resistirlo, trato de no ver hacia atrás
Nuestros ojos nunca se encontraron, las palabras nunca se dijeron
Y me voy a dormir
Te he observado, sabes?
Desearía tener una razón para odiarte
Porque después yo estaría bien y tu mal
No recuerdo cuando era libre
De estos pensamientos emparrillados
Es el mejor tiempo que he pasado hasta ahora