Hopeless

I′ve accepted that I'll only find
Peace when I die
That′s just the way it is
In the end, nothing matters
So why am I here?

I no longer fear death
But I fear life
If nothing matters why should it matter
If I die
Commit suicide

I try my best to stay alive
You tore me apart
You broke my heart
You used me
You abused me
Yet still, I do not matter at all
Nothing matters