Heal On My Own

Is it okay to feel such a way?
I saw you today, but not face to face
Don't think I could give you my voice
Been six months today since you made the choice

Holding your words by the throat
So why am I still haunted by ghosts?
You never wanted me there
So leave me to heal on my own

Been falling for years and grasping at straws
And finally the calm, more cruel than before
Is it a test? Enduring the past
For those who forget, be happy at last

Holding your words by the throat
So why am I still haunted by ghosts?
You never wanted me there
So leave me to heal on my own