Billie Eilish - Happier Than Ever

When I'm away from you I'm happier than ever Wish I could explain it better I wish it wasn't true Give me a day or two To think of something clever To write myself a letter To tell me what to do Do you read my interviews? Or do you skip my avenue? When you said you were passing through Was I even on your way? I knew when I asked you to Be cool about what I was telling you You'd do the opposite of what you said you'd do And I'd end up more afraid Don't say it isn't fair You clearly weren't aware that you Made me miserable So if you really wanna know When I'm away from you I'm happier than ever Wish I could explain it better I wish it wasn't true You call me again, drunk in your Benz Driving home under the influence You scared me to death but I'm wasting my breath 'Cause you only listen to your fucking friends I don't relate to you I don't relate to you, no 'Cause I'd never treat me this shitty You made me hate this city And I don't talk shit about you on the internet Never told anyone anything bad 'Cause that shit's embarrassing, you were my everything And all that you did was make me fucking sad So don't waste the time I don't have And don't try to make me feel bad I could talk about every time that you showed up on time But I'd have an empty line 'cause you never did Never paid any mind to my mother or friends so I Shut 'em all out for you 'cause I was a kid You ruined everything good Always said you were misunderstood Made all my moments your own Just fucking leave me alone

Cuando estoy lejos de ti estoy mas feliz que nunca desearia poder explicarlo mejor desearia que no fuese verdad dame uno o dos dias para pensar en algo astuto para escribirme una carte para decirme que hacer tu lees mis entrevistas? o evades mi avenida? cuando dijiste que estabas pasando por aqui siquiera estaba en tu camino? sabia cuando te lo pregunte ten calma con lo que estaba a punto de decirte tu podrias ser lo opuesto a lo que dijiste que harias y terminarias con mas miedo no digas que no es justo tu claramente no estabas conciente de que tu me hiciste miserable entonces si realmente quieres saber Cuando estoy lejos de ti estoy mas feliz que nunca desearia poder explicarlo mejor desearia que no fuese verdad Tu me llamas de nuevo, borracho en tu mercedez benz manejando a casa bajo la influencia del alcohol tu me asustaste pero estoy desperdiciando mi aliento porque tu solo escuchas a tus malditos amigos no me identifico contigo no me identifico contigo porque nunca me trataria asi de m ierda tu me hiciste odiar esta ciudad y no hablo mierda de ti en internet nunca le dije a nadie nada malo porque eso es vergonzoso, tu eras mi todo y todo lo que hiciste me pone triste entonces no desperdicies tiempo que no tengo y no intentes hacerme sentir mal podria hablar siempre de cuando llegaste a tiempo pero tendria una linea vacia porque tu nunca lo hiciste nunca pusiste atencion a mi madre o mis amigos entones yo lo quite de ti porque era una niña tu arruinaste todo lo bueno siempre dijiste que eras mal entendido hiciste todos mis momentos tuyos solo dejame sola